• in great dread of - fearful in anticipation of something
• counted on - to rely or trust on somebody/something
• thumbed at the edges - worn or soiled edges caused by frequent handling
• in unison - something happening or being done at the same time
• a great bustle - an excited (and often noisy) activity or a rapid, active commotion
• reproach ourselves with - to express disapproval, criticism, or disappointment